61.

I'm finally sober enough to type out a post . I got the most drunk i've ever gotten tonight . It was definitely fun . First time at a bar had about 5 or 6 shots , boyfriend ignored me for the rest of the night , but i guess i deserved it. Had to drive home , but i was lucky i was able to drive somewhat . never drove under the influence , and it was for sure the hardest thing anyone can do . But I made it home in one piece . Had to have one last shot though , so i took out my jager , and poured me my last shot .

I agreed to go because Ashley , whom I've grown a bit close to these past couple of days , invited me with her friends to come and have a drink at the bar . I was expecting you know just a beer , then i get bought all these shots. ha . was lovely . Got hit on by a couple of dudes , but it's all good , I showed Ashley a good time that i was having .

Might even move in together with Ashley when I decide to move out . I would love it if i was able to move in with a roommate rather than move out alone . and she would also invite a friend of hers so it would be 3 of us living together . Pretty psyched about it . It would definitely be saving me some money. But till then it means I'd have to live here till about march or april .

I finally decided what I could do if i decide to do nursing . Instead of working in a hospital which was my original thought , i was beginning to go with working as a caretaker in a retirement home , or hospice care . Just a thought . It would be like tending to a sick marie i never got the chance to do . I'll see if it would be a good idea , and work on it , in the following fall. But for now , start to pick up my gpa .

Missing hanna a lot though . Now that I get to talk to my boyfriend everyday , i wish she would appear from her disappearance . It's almost going to be a week since she's gone . I'm sure she's okay . or i hope she is .

should try to sleep soon. Nightiez .

60.

So , after much thinking about it , I decided to continue on with my English major . I mean I've gotten 3 years with it , it would be a waste if i let it all go .

So I also changed my classes this semester which are :

Anthro 101 - 7.35-9.00 MW

Math - 9.10-10.00/10.15 M-TH

Socio 101 - 7.35-9.00 TTH

Hist. 117 - 3.25-4.50 MW

Eng. 105 - 6.55-10.05 W

Anthro 111 - 9.10-12.20 F

that's my next schedule for next semester , pretty excited that i'm almost done with my classes and ready to transfer real soon . I would have changed my major to Nursing , but too many things don't work out for me with that major . I'll just get a side job so i won't be broke by the end of the year .

Nothing really to report about . Living a boring life these days. nothing at all to do , just stay in my room and watch movies . Cannot wait to go out one of these days and also cannot wait for school to start , then there will be something to do .

59.

After much contemplation over the past few hours i've spent in my room I've figured I'm in need of a major change . Last summer , I was thinking of changing my major into Nursing , but I had bad luck with taking Anatomy in the summer . So , I'm going to try it all out again but taking it slower than it was back then .

I'm throwing away my dreams of being a writer and a journalist to attend nursing school and becoming a RN. I've outweighed the pros and cons , and as much as I debated this issue , I couldn't lie to myself at how much of a good idea this would be for me . It would be a much easier time to find a job rather than becoming a english teacher would , or even a journalist. Being a RN would certainly put food on the table , and not have me living paycheck after paycheck .

Well I guess that's that . so my Spring semester courses look as the following :

Math - 7.50 - 8.55 M-TH

Bio 120 - 9.10 - 10.35 MW

Bio 120 LAB - 9.10 - 12.20 TTH

Hist 117 - 3.25 - 4.50 MW

Phil 117 - 1.40 - 3.05 TTH

Socio 101 - 9.10 - 12.20 S

Busy schedule , but I can handle it , certainly means I'm going to be spending all my time studying , on my new desk , in my new apartment in which i'm moving into by next month .

Even if this Nursing isn't for me , I can always go back to my English major , but I highly doubt that I will .

Good luck to me .

58.

Well it is currently 6 in the morning , and I haven't even gotten into bed yet . I woke up at 5 in the afternoon so , i guess it's a reasonable time to go to bed , right ?? Hah .

I spent my early morning putting all of my books and dvd's and vhs's in boxes so that my bookcase can be ready for the move across the hall which Banez and I are going to do later on today . I'm too excited that I'm going to be having a study . Two entire rooms for myself . Too much excitement to handle .

My main priority is going to be the study. Once my desk and bookcase is in there , i will be half way through with the room , then all i have to do is figure out a way to get the huge bed out of there and then I'll be able to buy the futon . And then i'll gradually work my way into setting up the living room . but for now , I really need a place to do my homework and I think this is going to be it.

Later today , after we take the bookcase down the hall , and build the desk , we're both going to sort through my aunt's clothes and shoes , and whatever's left in that closet to either throw away or give away . And then on friday comes the talk with the temp rents about telling them I want to stay rather than having a move out to an apartment . I think it will all go well seeing as they wanted me to stay here longer anyway .

Going to wrap myself in my bed with a little Pride and Prejudice and a blindfold . Kind of excited .

Good Morning , Blogger .

57.

Well here I am . about 3 years later . Parentless , and having the house all to myself . about 20 pounds fatter , and still boyfriendless. Gained a couple of new friends , but still have my old ones as well .

3rd year in college . And won't be able to transfer out till it's about my fourth year . Which I'm absolutely okay with .

It's about 1 year and a few months since my aunt's passing and the house still looks the same since she's passed . all of that's going to change when i turn her room into a study , and make the living room look more homey, and put more of my personality into it , add a couch , take away one of the recliner chairs away , add a new telly , and a telly stand , and get rid of the china cabinet along with my aunt's dvd holder .

As for her room , I'm putting my desk in there , along with my bookcase , and taking away her bed and all of the crap the temp rents put in there , and getting rid of all of her clothes and shoes , and getting a lovely air mattress or a futon , hasn't been decided yet on that part .

Everything's going to fit well into my lovely new home , not to mention i'm going to get a bunny in the near future and name him "Poppet" , and a trip to London next January for two weeks . Super stoked for that to go down .

Currently not doing to well on my studies , but i'm planning on picking that up when I have a place to finally do my homework , on a desk in a room to have no distractions .

Well after having went through a drastic change in my life , everything's looking up in the future , and hopefully i will be able to keep this house and not have to give it up anytime soon .

Gonna clean up my room for bed .

Goodnight , Blogger .

56.

Today is the last day of the STAR testing. which means the last day of waking up late and going to school at around 10.30 or 12.30 shucks.
Nothing really has been happening. I'm almost all caught up in my classes, I'm almost down 30 pounds. and it's barely 10.30 and it's already 68 outside. I miss the cold days we had in Europe, and the fabulous breakfasts and lunch in europe.

I'm starting to read the Da Vinci Code that i bought at the LAX, and to my surprise it's very good. it's actually just like the movie except a bit more descriptional and so much better. ha. So today i'm wearing yellow and black. and my hair is buh-londe. I love it this way, I just gotta get my mom to do my roots.
Once summer comes, it's going to be late nights and late mornings. I'm going to some more reading in, and a lot of stuff accomplished. But my main big thing is to get my license so i can drive and not have to be drove around everywhere by people, instead i'll do it, and i'll be filling up my tank and doing stuff for my beautiful Jeep. <3

In school I'm basically going to do my research paper that I'm doing on the American Bison because they remind me of the indians and buffalos. and my History work in progress. and I suppose grade papers for Mr. Higginbotham if there's anything to be graded. ha.
Anyway, I have to get ready.
Good Morning, Blogger !

55.

So, good news ! i'm graduating in june for sure. I just need to finish up the world history book work, and attend classes today and not be late and everything and i'll be fine. I'm just excited about Grad Night with LizzBizz and also Graduation is going to be rad.

I decided as a side job from doing Teaching, I would like to do Cake Decorating, which seems like a fun way of being artistic and not involving that much money to do and that many years of school to be in for that. And also i may take it with Esme which is a double bonus.
Grades went in today. And as far as I know, I'm getting A's and B's still and I need to keep it that way for when I graduate. and in the summer i'm going to try and get a job to help marie out. If not, then i will be out a lot more so i won't bug her about things.

Anyway, One Tree Hill is going to be in about a half an hour. So i don't want to miss it. I decicded to shower early so I better get going so I can do some more school work tonight.
Life's pretty exciting right now.

Good Night, Blogger. :]