56.

Today is the last day of the STAR testing. which means the last day of waking up late and going to school at around 10.30 or 12.30 shucks.
Nothing really has been happening. I'm almost all caught up in my classes, I'm almost down 30 pounds. and it's barely 10.30 and it's already 68 outside. I miss the cold days we had in Europe, and the fabulous breakfasts and lunch in europe.

I'm starting to read the Da Vinci Code that i bought at the LAX, and to my surprise it's very good. it's actually just like the movie except a bit more descriptional and so much better. ha. So today i'm wearing yellow and black. and my hair is buh-londe. I love it this way, I just gotta get my mom to do my roots.
Once summer comes, it's going to be late nights and late mornings. I'm going to some more reading in, and a lot of stuff accomplished. But my main big thing is to get my license so i can drive and not have to be drove around everywhere by people, instead i'll do it, and i'll be filling up my tank and doing stuff for my beautiful Jeep. <3

In school I'm basically going to do my research paper that I'm doing on the American Bison because they remind me of the indians and buffalos. and my History work in progress. and I suppose grade papers for Mr. Higginbotham if there's anything to be graded. ha.
Anyway, I have to get ready.
Good Morning, Blogger !

55.

So, good news ! i'm graduating in june for sure. I just need to finish up the world history book work, and attend classes today and not be late and everything and i'll be fine. I'm just excited about Grad Night with LizzBizz and also Graduation is going to be rad.

I decided as a side job from doing Teaching, I would like to do Cake Decorating, which seems like a fun way of being artistic and not involving that much money to do and that many years of school to be in for that. And also i may take it with Esme which is a double bonus.
Grades went in today. And as far as I know, I'm getting A's and B's still and I need to keep it that way for when I graduate. and in the summer i'm going to try and get a job to help marie out. If not, then i will be out a lot more so i won't bug her about things.

Anyway, One Tree Hill is going to be in about a half an hour. So i don't want to miss it. I decicded to shower early so I better get going so I can do some more school work tonight.
Life's pretty exciting right now.

Good Night, Blogger. :]

54.

I got sick again, I have a temperature of 100.1 lol sounds like a radio station but not. And my aunt was forcing me to go to school now she's not. so I'm going to miss more work that I can't make up, so pissed off. and Adriana's going to think i'm just bullshitting this all up.

But what elliot told me was lol he's so cute. he told me he'd come by my house and drop off some soup for me. i was like 'oh pleeease' and he said ' what ? you don't think i'd do it ?' and uuugh. He cares so muuuch. ;_;

anyway, i'm going to nap before the doctors. night.

good morning, blogger.

53.

Well, well. Looks like I've had a few changes in my life. School's been taking a toll on me, just one more month is all I have to keep telling myself so I can push myself to do the best I can until graduation. A's and B's is all I can settle for. And yet I haven't even studied for the French quiz yet. shitShitSHIT. :/ but it's all about the grammar of the who's what's where's and how's in French.

I had a super long talk with Elliot last night. The 'i miss you' talks. We decided we'll see what happens and stuff. I don't know if I want a boyfriend again, and especially a needy one at that. It's hard on me, and harder for him, and it's irritating. So we'll see. I'm seeing him on friday apparently, and i'll spend the saturday and sunday chilling at home helping my aunt out or something

And this Morning I got up 10 minutes before my alarm went off. So I'm just sitting here, posting because I can. But now I have to get ready for school ; clean my room, put my clothes on, make up, and fix my hair up. oh and TRY to eat something. harr.

Well better go. so,

Good Morning, Blogger.

52.

Well then, I found some time to post. But not too much time, I only got a few minutes.
Yesterday I took my Placement test for college, I got into English 101 and into Math 155 lol. Which i'm totally fine with because i don't know that much in math anyway.

i think i do miss my black eyeshadow days and my hair straightened days. In the summer, i'll re-unite those days again. I feel like I should get my dark hair back, but i can't seem to put my blonde away even when I promised myself i would do it this summer for school next fall. But i think deep down i will always be a bottled blonde. lol

I'm spending the night with my mother, and tomorrow with mother. Hopefully spending the day in Glendale, or Pasadena idrc. I just want some shopping done tomorrow, idc what i get i just want something new.

Anyway, i better get some packing done.
BYE.

Good Afternoon, Blogger.

51.

Prom was pretty good. although i didn't dance and i spent the whole night texting, while my friends were making out with their boyfriends. totally awkward night.
The limo was nice, the food was good, and bronsen pictures were fun.

I now weight 226 lbs. which i'm pretty ecstatic about, because i haven't weighed this much since junior year. which is a real improvement.

I still don't have time to post that much. My week's busy already. tomorrow's dentist, wed. is my free day gym or cynthia. and thursday i'm going to GCC to take my placement test, and make an appt. with my disability center counselor. And friday, i'm sleeping over my mother's place. it's only monday and i'm already booked.

well i'll try to post something soon, if not, i'll post something by graduation.

Goodnight, Blogger.

50.

I think once Prom is done with i'll have time to Post.
Here comes the last two months of Super Senior Year.

49.

I definitely miss the european weather we had over in Paris and London, always cool and nice. Never hot and disgusting like it is here. We're experiencing a natural California Heat Wave unlike over there where it was always gloomy and nice.

Once graduation hits, i'm going to be extremely ecstatic. Ms. Kellogg lost all my World History work so i have to start it all over again. Chpt. 20 to Chpt. 30 all by June in order to graduate. I'm so sick of it all. I've been complaining about that all week because it was so much work and it's going to take me forever to finish it. again.

So that's all i'm worried about. Today was the highlight and end of my Jet Lag. I got a minor migraine and once i napped it went away, and i'm no longer tired from the time change or anything. Thank God, because today i couldn't even focus on any of my work. I couldn't even go to 6th to grade papers. so I'm all good.

I'm ready for my shower and i'm ready for bed again, So...

Good Night, Blogger.

48.

so I have now transferred to : http://fireindashelly.tumblr.com/

find me thurr. :]

47.

Today's the day !

I'm off to the LAX at 2.30.
I'm gonna have Shakeys as my last meal. and going to church for Holy Thursday, and then I'M OFF BEACH.
:]

Gotta hurry and put my shit together. and get ready for school and sheet. :]
Good MORNING, Blogger. :D

46.

Sick day number 2. Let's hope this goes down well. I have two detentions to do or I'll be suspended when I come back from break. I gotta pack my suitcase when i come home, and on top of it all, i gotta pack all my stuff in my room in boxes because when i get home, i'm going to have a new carpet, new furniture and maybe if i'm lucky a new television. But the same bed. New Dressers and maybe a new book case. :]

it's so depressing leaving all my teenage year furniture behind and starting new, but i'm growing up i guess.

Anyway, Gotta get ready for school in a bit. BleaughBLEAUGH

Good Morning, Blogger.

45.

My Immune System BLOWS.
i got sick again, and right before my trip which is in 2 days, and tomorrow's gonna be the worst day of being sick i can feel it. fuckfuckFUCK.

Fucking hate my Immune System.
Suck Balls.

Good NIGHT, Blogger.

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44.

So, the weekend's almost over and I haven't even started my french Workbook, and I want it done by tomorrow so i won't have to do it with the rest of the class and be able to fix my other grades 'specially the English 10 one. French Bites me so hard in the ass sometimes. like the last test i got a F in, but fuck, if that turns my B to a C wow. wow. I'm sure it won't i'll just get a B- hopefully, and then i'll work so hard to raise that B- when I get back from Europe. Talking about Europe, I've only got 4 more days to spend in California before I leave for my 8 day trip. :]

and I'm almost ready with all my things, i just need to get a bag, make up, and little travel sized bottles of shampoo and conditioner and other bathroom necessities for the trip. Adriana's bringing her straightener so i don't need to pack mine, because mine doesn't work too good on my hair, and hers owns. I have two iPods. and i decided to take my Pirates ! novel by Celia Rees just in case i get bored in the hotel room. or something. but the thing that sucks is that, texting is 35 cents a text. and calling is 99 cents a minute, and it blows that i can't really talk to anyone in the US because i'm gonna be missing them a ton. but i'm happy i get to see my best friends before i leave because that's a must.

alright so yesterday, Caroline came over and we were just watching Interview with a Vampire before we started getting ready for the opera. So we got there at around. 6.20 and we were going to go eat but then realized it started in 10 minutes and we hurried to get to our seats and we made it and thank god, because if we ate we would of missed a whole act. so the Opera lasted a whole 4 hours and 50 minutes, and so afterwards i was exhausted and falling asleep. We went to the only restaurant that's open that late which is Conrads, and ate our meal and then went to go home, i was exhausted and i felt sick. But pushing myself to that opera was totally worth it. Placido Domingo was amazing. and the performances and singing was terrific. I was totally happy i went. and today i have to go pick up a few things from mothers and then go and have some dinner. and i think pick up a few things from Target or something for my trip.

Anyway, I'll go and get ready now, since i have less than an hour to get ready.

Good Afternoon, Blogger.

43.

I love Mary-Anne Mindanao.
&& Adriana Sophia Roque.

42.

Yesterday was one of those days i just want to forget about happened. Adriana told the guy i like that i want to go to prom when i told her to tell him that i wanted to know if he'd consider going with me. He said he wasn't going because he's hanging with his friends that night. I completely understood. And when i went to talk to the both of them I went into flirt mode i guess ; my voice got higher and my face turned red and i was giggling a lot. ughhhh.
anyway, adriana told me that he said if he went to prom he'd go with me. and that was very reassuring though. and when we talked it seemed like there could be something there if i let it.

Anyway, during 5th period i started crying because i felt rejected even though i wasn't and it was so annoying because the people who sit next to me who like are talking about boys and stuff the annoying girls, were asking if i was okay and if something was wrong and if i wanted to tell them...and then I was in denial when Kevin and Dyane came over to me. They told me to not cry and i just told them 'I'm not crying...' and then Kevin's like 'Come on, Shelly...There are tears in your eyes' and I told him 'what tears ? I'm not crying' full of shit haha.

and I couldn't handle sixth because i needed to be with my friends, and i feel bad for Mr. Higginbotham but once i tell him what happened i'm sure he'll understand, besides this was the first time i did this. And Adriana and Esme cheered me up some, and whenever i'm with Adriana my mood changes because with her i feel like i could just be myself. and loud and crazy and shit.
I stayed with Adriana in 7th period and did my Biology and stuffems. and then i just came home.
And today i think i'd either walk to school or I'll go to the gym, and take a fucking nap.
tomorrow's half day and open house. and also i'm hanging with my mother after school. Friday's the field trip to the museum of tolerance. Oh god. how depressing.

Anyway, i'm getting ready for school.
Good Morning, Blogger.

41.

Shit's so complicated lately. my trip is comming up in almost 2 weeks. and the opera's almost here with Placido Domingo ! also my amazing mother of mine, just bought us tix to go see Mr. Andrea Bocelli on June 7th. Fucking best way to start off my summer. I got a tattoo finally. the experience was amazing and fun, i love the guy who did it for me, he was pretty awesome.
the pain of the tattoo is still here, but it's peeling and healing and ughhhh fuck.

This past weekend on Friday after school I went with Adriana to the beach and we went to the Malibu beach for about an hour or two, where we were chasing these ducks and then they started chasing us so we were running away from them screaming aflac. rofl the ride home was beautiful, i love the downtown lights.
Saturday, I went to Gabbz house thinking we were going to stay at her house, but we ended up going to the mall and we went to Petco, and gabby adopted a rat lol it was so random and spurr of the moment. but the guy who helped us was pretty hot. gotta admit. lol, so we hung at the mall a bit more. she bought us ice cream and shit. and then her mom took us home, and i left my cell in her car and when she came to drop it off at my house her mom laid it all down for me, that i was fat and that i need to lose weight, and i was like wtf i already am. and it annoyed me that she wasn't listening so i was crying my fucking face off. ugh
But on Sunday I did nothing. just started my Chpt. 7 flash cards. and stayed home did nothing but watch movies, i love Sundays.

My week is almost already planned out. Today after school i'm going to the gym with caroline. Thursday i'm going to hang out with my mom, get my bag for the trip, and stuff, and then later that night is my last open house for high school. Friday night or Saturday Morning, i'm going to take the train to see Cynthia. so I'm excited about that. but that's it i believe.
But it'll be rad and eventful anyway i have to get ready for school...

Good Morning, Blogger.

40.

Hello thurr. this week's been hectic. i'm going to miss first today because i stayed up last night a little later than usual. because i was doing my project. I hate when i have french projects because i end up staying up later than usual.

anyway, here i am, sitting in front of my laptop with a cup of coffee and texting my best friend, everything's tight as fuck. Getting the best grades possible in all my classes except for English class but it's all good. The trip is now in 27 days, i can't believe it's so soon. and i haven't even gotten most of my stuff ready, i think on the stuff i'm gonna need i'm gonna have to see my mom the weekend before i hit the LA-X.

So this whole week i've been just kicking it and my appetite has gone away, idk where the fuck it went but it aint with me anymore. ;_; and i miss eating and stuffing my face but my aunt told me something yesterday that made since she said 'maybe you're growing up and you just lost the appetite and will to do all the things you used to.' and it's possible but i don't know.
So, this i think it was monday i went to GCC to apply and look for a date to take my placement test and make an appt. to see my counselor. And tuesday i met with her, and she was a very nice lady, and it was the first time i went to an appt. by myself where i had to do all the talking. it made me feel very grown up but scared me because i'm growing up, no more minority business except for the doctor. lol

The counselor told me i had to be a part time student, and she told me which classes she wanted me to enroll in ; A study skills class, a freshman orientation class, some other class i forgot, and a math and english class.
and i was like shit, that's part time, but i'm sure i can handle it with all the shit that i'm going to be allowed to use, i''m going to need all the help i can get lol.

Any way it's getting a bit late for me to finish up but this is what i did the whole week much like it.
and school's comming up in a few minutes so...

Good Morning, Blogger.

39.

So it's the weekend again already. And a month from Monday it's going to be a month until my trip to EUROPE. I'm really excited but it's the farthest i'm going to be away from my aunt, and home and my friends. but the history and the tours are going to kill me, 'specially with Adriana. I LOVE history. xD

but yes, I'm going to prom but i'm so shy i can't ask the guy i want to go with so i guess i'll go with Cynthia which i'm happy about also. it's just fucking complicated. :/

i really like this guy, and i won't even be able to tell him i like him because i can barely act like myself around him without blushing and shit.
well I found my prom dress and my shoes. All i need now is the jewelry and the make up. It's the red dress i got for homecomming in the 9th grade. lol

yes, well anyway, i have to leave the house in a half an hour. i'm going to Caroline's house and we're going to chill for the whole day until I go to my mothers. :]

Good Morning, Blogger.

btw, this is how it looks on me now, but after i lose some pounds it'll look perfect on me.

38.

I went to the admissions office of GCC on friday after school with Adriana and Evik and it ended up being closed. and me being the idiot i didn't call to see when they were going to be open and when they were going to close that day. So i got a application to do at home so now I can just do it all at home and then just turn it in.

Since the GCC thing failed my whole day, they let me get some lunch at McDonalds and since it was a friday I came right back home and took a long ass nap and i was super cranky up the ass.

Saturday was bomb though. Marie took me out for lunch which was a nice lunch at iHop although it was crowded and noisy. After lunch she had to go to L.A. so i decided with the 10 dollars i had i was going to go get a Caramel Mocchiato and a new pack of reds.
The bus came earlier then expected, and most of the ride to Gabby's i was on the bus alone. but when i got off I walked a block to Gabby's place and we basically played video games all day and ate dinner then got our hair did and make up done. and went to the liquor store to get some necessities, until 10.30 to go back home.

Sunday i basically just stayed in and did nothing, like my usual sundays consist of.
This whole week is going by really slow as it always is.
But this weekend i'm going on an adventure with Mom, and also I got a new phone. Samsung Gravity. I'm going to miss sidekicks, but i'm sure after this contract is over i'm going to go back to sidekicks, or if something cooler comes to T-Mobile then we'll see.
anyway, school time. have to get ready.

Good Morning, Blogger.

37.

So, after school today, I'm going to go to Glendale Community College and Apply for the Fall semester and also register a date to take my assessment tests. I'm really excited for all of this to be starting. Tomorrow i'm going to take the bus to Gabby's house and it's going to be brill.

I saw Cynthia yesterday and I reallyreally missed her. We were really hungry so we went to Olive Garden, our favorite restaurant together <3 As usual we couldn't finish our food but it filled us up. We decided by then we wanted a jamba/coffeebean. So, we got our drinks and then went on the bus to the train station and waited for her train.

What was funny about the train station was that i got 5 dollars worth of food at the train station vending machine and it wouldn't take a 5 dollar bill so it went 1 dollar at a time which was irritating. but it was all fun. and we waited in the cold for her bus and everything.

I'm always busy doing something and i'm hardly ever online to be able to post this shit every morning or night, but i'm trying. Anyway, school's awaiting see you laterrr.

Good Morning, Blogger.

36.

So, it's 3.32 and i can't sleep and i have a few test tomorrow. I can't believe myself. Last night i really outdid myself.

So it was going to go down as a regular hang out with Carrie. Get coffee go to whole foods to look around and go back to her place till i get picked up right ? WRONG.
We fucking go to coffeebean and we see our friend Walter there. and he gives us free coffee and we're like omg, that's nice of him. Anyway, he asks us if we want to chill with him for a bit, and we're like yeah of course why not ?

So now were sitting outside of Whole Foods talking and drinking our coffee and he asks us if we can hang out after 7. which was the time i was supposed to be leaving. So I lie to my aunt about whatever it is we were going to do. she said okay, and i hate lying to her. Anyway, we smoke a few ciggs before he gets out of work around the block. and we come back and next thing you know were at a liquor store getting brandy and yugomister or whatever. And then we ended up at his place and we're like wtf is this shit. so we start drinking, and i'm handling my buzz pretty well.

we're all laying on the bed kicking it. Until they start doing lemons and shit. and I want more brandy so i start drinking that shit down with whatever soda we had left. And then from then on, i didn't know how much alcohol i had drank. and I was fucking gone. I couldn't walk straight and i couldn't even stand straight. i was falling down all over the place. They were making out on the bed and i was dying on the floor. so I ran to the bathroom fell on the floor and puked. I came out and there he was giving me a hug and asking if i was okay. then she came and hugged me and i started to cry because i felt so loved.

Anyway, they made me lie down on the bed on my side and gave me water and were making me some coffee while i was there dying on the fucking bed. I remember just trying to get myself together. and after a while i did. and from then on i was alright. but shit.

I've never been that drunk before and not in front of people.
it was a good Monday night.
I loved it.

and now today is hoover meeting thing i guess. but i'm fucking hungry and sleepy and have a headache or a hangover idfk.
anyway, Goodnight Blogger.

35.

So I ended up not doing anything that I said I was going to do. I'll prolly end up doing it tomorrow if i look and feel up to it. I'm so sick, I stayed home and did nothing. Watched continuous movies on free on demand. Until my aunt came back and then we watched A Haunting which made my day a bit better.

Then she left again and i went on the computer and did nothing again.

But texting with Mary and imagining how our life as rooming together just makes everying just 1o times faber then they seem to be actually.

anyway, I have to do the French Homework for tomorrow if I'm able to before I fall asleep from feeling like shit. bleaugh.
Goodnight, Blogger.

34.

Well Hello there. I haven't been having enough time to be here. I haven't really been online for about two days. I've decided to continue with Senior Dread in different parts of the story. I'm a bit tired of being in this French class. I got one D i'm not too proud of. English class is a huge bore. Biology is really simple and a bore too. P.E. is killing me but at least I made a couple of friends there. and T.A. is great because i get to talk to and work with my favorite teacher in the school.

I'm real happy for the way things are going in school and outside of school. Esme is finally back from Winter Session at GCC, and she's going to help me register online and set a date for the placement test tomorrow. And she's going to make me ask Kairos to Prom. and i'm real hesitant but i'll eventually do it.

Carrie met my family on Sunday at my Auntie and Uncle's 25th Anniversary. I got some cries but danced with pride next to my family and my best friend. and ate some fab cake, but ate too much of their nasty healthy choice food that tasted awful but good and filling. Enjoyable enough. The weekend was a bore, but it was fun to finally just spend time to myself.

Friday was a crazy adventure with Mary. we ended up not doing everything that we planned out to do. but it ended up being the best time we have had in a while. I love that chick so bad.
Anyway, Wish me luck with Kai, and if i end up going to prom with Kai, I won't have to worry about a stinking party bus since i'll be going with his friends. i just hope i'm able to go with him. if not oh well.

Prom '09 ahh fuck.

Goodnight, Blogger.

33.

Alright, so this weekend was chill up the ass. The only time i went out was on Friday after school and when i was with my mom on Saturday. During school Friday was hell because it was pouring like a bitch, and i was going to sleep over Madre's place so i had to carry both bags to school. and both of them got soaked. sucked.

But after school, at least it gave us a break and chilled. Mary and I decided to go get some Ice Blended drinks and chill at the mall for the remainder of time. She got some lights, and i got the lighter, and we smoked until time was up. I showed her the songs I had of Nude and she fell in love like i knew she would. :]

I got to my mothers and we ate some dinner and then we decided to go out for a walk to Ralphs in the pouring rain when I almost broke my umbrella. but it's all cool, walking in the rain is nice sometimes. so we got to Ralphs and got a couple of stuff. for example, ice cream and cream cheese for bagels at home and chocolate for the movie. It all was good when we got home we ate some ice cream with some 20.20 and the news, and then i passed out on her bed like I usually do.

When it came down to Saturday morning, I made a bagel because I was starving and i couldn't not eat any longer. After I ate we had our cups of coffee while watching the Today show, and then finally she woke up and I decided to dye my hair blonde ish. I thought it wouldn't work so i was getting ready for that, but when it did, shit. My hair turned out dirty blonde ish which scared me because i didn't know how it was going to turn out in the end, but it was all okay after i blow dried it. We went to go see Milk and that movie turned out to be amazingly, Fab. I left Bobbie in the theatre and i flipped out when we got to Souplantation.

When i ran back and found Bobbie i was crying so hard on my way back. :/ It was such a badbad wake up call for me. We had to rush to Target to get our stuff and then rush back home to grab the rest of my stuff, so i can take a bus back to glendale. There was a few lightning streaks in Glendale thank god I didn't see cause i would of freaked out. got home and it stopped raining.

Sunday was the Europe trips first meeting. Adriana took Byron and her mom and Aunt. we learned what we needed to bring, and take to the trip, and rooming assignments which we're still stuck on. But i think it'll turn out okay but in the meantime i'm going to have my own little frantic panic attack.

Anyway, I have to get ready for school now, Rain's gone for today, but they said another storm's washing up shore again soon. :/

Good Morning, Blogger.

32.

Don't date faggots that you give your all to who end up walking away.
Wait until something amazing walks your way.
and don't let go. ever.

31.

So here I am, in second semester my last semester in high school, and yet i'm being put into a lame P.E. class switching my T.A. period for Mr. H. to 6th. and then having to stay after school to help Ms. K for an hour. grr.

So now i have to go out and buy a locker and a lock and bring some spray and everything. And yet, it still pisses me off, that i'm stuck with a class full of sophomores having to interact with them every single day.

Cynthia called me from Hawaii. and she's having the time of her life, while i'm stuck at school with a class full of Sophomores that are totally dead annoying armos practically. I'm better off just going to college like seriously, this mothafucking shit is gay.
I don't know what else to say except I GOT AN 85 ON MY FRENCH FINAL hell yeah ! and also my grades are as the following :

English 10 : C
Biology : A
French 1 : B
Typing : B
T.A. : A
Resource Lab : A

HELL YEAH. The best report I've had since Holy. I'm so proud of myself, you have no idea, and i'm going to keep it up by doing amazing this next semster, I just hope i get to pass this dumb P.E. class. I'm telling you graduation i'm going to be exhausted. I'm going to be going to grad night which is the night before graduation, and i'm going to fall off on the stage and sleep.

Anyway, today after school I'm hanging out with Mary for a short amount of time, but it's enough to just chill :]
Well good Morning Blogger.

30.

So yesterday I got fucked up with my friend, Tina in my backyard.

It started off with some breakfast at Billy's and then some bomb ass Venti Caramel Macchiato. And a little trip to the rite aid in the 'Mericana. lol. she had to get Make up and she basically left it at my house. Anyway, when we got to my house we were just chilling until my aunt left the house, and then we made our way down to my backyard.

I got so messed up but it was great.
I was saying so much shit out of my ass, idk what the fuck i said i think at one point i said i felt like i could fly out side of my skin. ROFL WTF.
so we decided to leave and go to fucking McDonalds all fucked up and shit. I did my best to act normal. and then my aunt called me. I remember being all 'Oh yeah, we're going to McDonalds...I like to eat....' and she's like 'what?' and i'm all 'I MEAN I like McDonalds !' lol such a save. And then she asks me something and i'm like 'yeah !' and she's like 'which one ?!' and i'm like 'wait what ?' i swear to god. I feel awful lying to her like i did today. so then she made me go order the food, and it was so hard for me to remember what it was we were going to order. But I did. and i ordered so smoothly, I told her 'I want 2 double cheeseburgers, 6 sugar cookies, and a medium drink' :D I still remember the order. and then we decided to bounce.

I forgot something at home so i had to rush home before my aunt got there, so i got home in like 15 minutes which felt like 3 hours.
anyway, i did my shit, and my aunt got home 2 hours later, and then i just kicked back talking to Elliot who was mad at me for doing stupid shit. but it's all swell. he loves me so he forgives me.
But god was today fun.

Oh yeah and just now the stupid cat we just adopted fucking FreeMore was crying up a shitload right now, and i feel so bad, because i got so mad. You all know how i am when i don't get my sleep.

So i was up pissed off and the likes, and i cussed out this azn piece of shit who called my sister scene and she got mega offended. And i kind of wish i didn't but whatever. I have Mary who'll back me up if i get stuck in shit, which is not likely.

Anyway, i'm going to attempt to fall back asleep, because i'm getting hungry. and my eyes are droopy again.

Goodnight Blogger. :]

29.

So, my life died once K-USC went to Satellite radio. :[ Fucking Sirius. >( So all i'm able to listen to now is gay CDs like before. But what would be awesome would be some opera and classical CDs or a iHome. or something that plays my iPod. lol

UGH I'm starving. Today is the French and Typing final, and I hope I pass both of them with a B. If i don't i'm going to be so mad if i get a C. even a B- would make me happy. :/ So the plan today is to walk home after school, then get ready for hanging out with Mary-Anne, and then after we get some coffee and have some lunch, She's gonna drop me off at the Gym, and I'll do my stuff there and then get picked up and take a nap at home. lol

I took my English 10 and Biology final yesterday, and I passed both of them easily in like within the first hour. and I was the first one to finish them in the classes. It makes me proud to get amazing grades in SPED classes. Because it just means i'm ready to get regular classes. College is going to be rad.

So I gotta get ready for the French Final. So I'm out.

Good Morning, Blogger.

28.

All in all everything's going extremely well. Getting an A in Biology, A in T.A. class B in French, B in 10 English, C in Typing. and Resource Lab is credit, so everything's going extremely well.
Today is going to be a busy day. Gonna go get some Coffee&Smoke some Ciggs with Mary. Then do school. And then also go with Caroline to finally go and see Mall Cop.

Life's been hectic lately. I hardly talk to anyone else besides Mary and Cynthia. I'm too busy trying to raise my grades, and going to bed at a very decent hour, about 10 every night. and I get home around 7. so that gives me three hours, to do my homework, eat, spend some time with Tante, and then shower and blow dry my hair before bed. Very Hectic and busy.

Well, yesterday was the field trip to GCC, and i spent the whole day next to adriana. Full of dead legs and dead arms. Felt wonderful and also painful. came home with a couple of bruises. We got a lecture i took notes, i looked like such a nerd. We had at a tour around the campus, and that was loads of fun, our guide was funny and cute. For Lunch Adriana and I went across the street to McDonalds and ate. I got two pies for our friend and then also went to Coffeebean, and we headed back to the campus and had to go find our group, and they were in a classroom watching a video "Idiocracy" i loved it. and then of course headed back to school. I got my french work that I missed and spent the rest of 6th with 'Manda.

It was all fine, went to the doctor's. got weighed. And srsly, I've never been this fat in my whole life. this is getting really bad, so i've decided to go on some sort of diet. and it's gonna go great. and go to the gym more, by myself or with Caroline, idc i just need to start something.

Anyway, Idk what time Mary's picking me up but it's prolly soon, so I should like hurry up and get ready asap.

Good Morning, Blogger.

27.

So, I feel like a major slut. I hung out with my ex-boyfriend and of course things happened. and fuck, i'm sore, and it's almost two and i keep on getting these wave of depression rushed on me. :/

Blahh, I come home hoping to talk to a friend about it, but of course all these people are asleep when i need them the most. ugh.

Other news, Dead week is comming up, and i've decided to go to prom with Adriana and Byron, I just hope I have a date by then.

K-USC Is making me tired so i'm off to bed.
goodnight, Blogger.

26.

Today's Thursday, second day back to school, and i'm spending my time posting when I should be straightening my hair and getting my stuff ready. Totally the thing I should be doing.
Yesterday was great fun. And since it was Half day, we got to hang out more.

Mary picked me up right after school, and we went out for lunch first, and we ate at In N Out. and we were afraid we didn't get a place to sit down, but luckily we found one. and we ate while we heard this demon baby yelling, and realized how big of a baby her boyfriend even is. lol<3
We decided to chill the whole day. We smoked like a few ceegs, decided to go to the eagle rock mall cause i wanted to shop but the fcking store doesn't accept credit card gift cards. So that idea was out the window. we decided to just chill at target for a bit, and buy shit thurr.

I FINALLY GOT THE AAR CD. The new one. and we decided to head out for some Montrose Coffee. and oh, it was bomb, we almost saw some guy get ran over, and we like almost smoked all my ciggsssss. which i was totally cool with. ha. Hazelnut Ice Blend on a Sunny warm day, cure to CANCER. :]

So, on the ride home, we blasted some Sonny Moore. And I introduced her to Sophomore Attempt. the sexy band. <3 and i had the time of my life with Mary, <3 iLOVEher.<3

Today is School and Monikah. Which means I better get ready for school now, bleeeeaugh

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