25.

So, Christmas was anticipated. and now it has came and went. After having a fabulous time with the family and friends. It's great to just kick back at home and have free time tomorrow. Today unfortunately is not one of those days. I have to go out with my Beastie and see her because i haven't seen her since she has left.
But it'll still be great. I want to get all sorts of chocolate and Hot cheetoes. and a liter of soda and bagels. MMMMMMM BAGELS WITH CHOCOLATE IS SO BOMB. i can't wait to get some food and coffee and eat in Cynthia's room.

But off-topic. So, on Christmas Eve, I went to Church supposedly for the 5 o'clock mass, but the mass started at 6, so we waited for it to start. and it was annoying because we were going to be late for our family gathering at my cousins place in Reseda. Anyway, we got there and had to wait for the rest of the family before we could eat. Everything was great. Cousins are amazing, and dinner talk is a lot of fun. and sitting next to my 2 favorite little men is the best. and the baby in the family is so mega janna. My closest cousin ; Khach, is the main one I spend most of my time with.

The gifts were so fab. I got gift certificates, and a really nice red scarf, and a turtleneck which idk if i'll ever use but it was the thought that counts right? :]

Christmas was great also. We ended up going to Holiday Inn and having a fab lunch there also. I was given 2 tix to the AMCs and a free large beverage. which is a very nice reprieve to the movies. and then after we went to go pick up some desserts from the local armenian bakery for Gabby's place. Went to Gabby's and I swear to you, we played Rock Band for 6 hours. from the time i got there till the time i left. rofl.

Christmas was great, New Years Eve was great too. I went to my Cousins' house up my hill and we ate played video games. Had loud big family fun <3 but I had a headache and i had to lay down with Advil and after i felt able to walk around and play more video games with my cousins, and then the bby had to go to sleep.

New YURR'S. Gabby and her mom came over for dinner, and we youtubed the whole night. it was bomb.

24.

It's a school night and I'm not asleep and it's going to be midnight soon. I hate napping during the day when I have school the next day. It's fucking annoying.
So like Break is in a week, and I'm totally stoked about it. because I'm going to be spending it with most of my friends. Mary and Dittania&Nikkas. <3
Just one week of this crappy shit of a school work and then I'll be off for 2 and a half entire weeks. and when we come back it's going to be half day.

I really don't feel like typing because I'm mad at myself and the rest of the face of the earth atm.
Periods comming soon most likely.
goodnight, blogger.

23.

TEN things you did this year
01 dump my controlling best friend
02 get my first boyfriend since 3 years ago
03 not get an F this year
04 got a new camera
05 went to Grad Night even though I didn't graduate
06 gotten the fattest i've ever gotten
07 figured out what I wanted to be in life.
08 Read a ton of books, i never imagined i'd ever finish
09 gotten addicted to showers in the morning
10 fall in love with History

NINE favorite bands of the year
01 the
02 only
03 songs
04 i
05 listen
06to
07 are
08 classical
09 &opera

EIGHT places you ate at this year
01 iHop
02 Rocky Cola
03 Red Robins
04 Islands
05 CoaCoa's
06 Taco Azteca
07 Souplatation
08 Busy Bee's

SEVEN things that annoyed you this year
01 controlling bitches
02 getting F's
03
04
05
06
07

SIX things you bought this summer
01
02
03
04
05
06

FIVE things you accomplished this summer
01
02
03
04
05

FOUR movies you saw this summer
01
02
03
04

THREE things you wish you did
01
02
03

TWO rules you Broke
01
02

ONE thing you LOVED about this summer
01

ilikeit. 22.

21.

So, tomorrow's the day when Cynthia going to Texas with her bby in her stomach. and she leaves me here all alone so i can graduate with no best friend but alone. :/ idk if i can do this. it's going to be so hard to endure all of this loneliness.

But i'm going to try to stay with her for her last 2 weeks of her pregnancy.
:]

Well whatever's new with me is, just losing a best friend. Having constant back and stomach pain. and not to mention aching boobs. UNENDURABLE.

I have still some french homework to do before I knock out in bed. because I'm dead exhausted.
and I am ready to fall asleep like a bby.

I'm going to read some Sovay tomorrow in Resource if i'm not caught, and I'm going to be happy with it.
goodnight, Blogger.
and enjoy the new layout, because i miss my old deer. :[

20.

So, I'm at Cindi's house at the moment, on my computer. Waiting for Sunrise to spring up, and right after I'm gone. :]
just wanted everyone to know I'm alive, and not dead, knowing I haven't responded in a while. I'm so tired, of men also.

reason I don't date, because all men are assholes. lol idgas if you think you're not. All men in some way are all assholes.

Beastie's Sleeping away, while I'm awake on the computer. GHEY.

Well i'm just about ready to collapse, night.

19.

So, here I am again. Late for school once more. Late meaning skipping first period. I don't know it just seems pointless to go to it. When i make up all the other stuff up anyway. I also haven't went to French class in so long now also. I go to class, i just pick up the test and go to Ms. Kelloggs and do it, and all the classwork we do in French, I come after school to see what we did. and do it then.

I guess I'm just so sick of these routines that I just want them to all be over with. I want to start College and have my own responsibilities and not having to count on someone all the time to do things for me. or have things done for me.

I start work again pretty soon.

and just everythings falling hard on me again, and I can't even stand it.

18.

Ahh, shit.
I forgot to turn in Mr. Higginbothams T.A. Pass.

SIFUHAWOERHi
i'm going to be soo late.

16.

God, school is taking over my life. I have nothing that's mine anymore except for my friends. When my best friend and I hang out, it's prolly the only thing I ever do. Other than that, GymGymGym&&Tutoring all the time. and it's going to go on like this for about 6 to 7 more years. Ridiculous. As long as I get my degree in Teaching, to be a U.S. History teacher. &doing what I love then I'm fine.

The story I have been writing, Senior Dread, has taken a new toll on me. I thought of a new way to end it, and I need to fix the whole story, and it seems like it'll be better than what I had originally planned. And I guess thats what I do when I come home everyday.
I have to get ready for English Class, Reading Hatchet, Do-Nows, SRA's, and wait for class to be over. and Finish that stupid French Test I couldn't figure out yesterday.

New chapter in French...Ew. Means Quiz tomorrow.

Goodbye, Blogger.

15.

Well I haven't been doing anything out of the ordinary. Last year in High school is pretty much like last year, except I have a non-special ed class. Instead of it being Geoscience, it's French. Frenchfrenchfrench. I can't get away. Every night, if I don't write down my homework I have to go to the website and check. And sometimes she makes mistakes on putting what page or what date it's due. I just can't wait till I go to Europe and this class will be half over. more than half I hope.

I'm getting distant with Adrie, but it's just cause I'm not wanting any friends. I suck at keeping them, because I always want alone time. and when I always get alone time I end up feeling miserable and alone and I hate the feeling of being alone. So I don't know, it's complicated.

I'm going to get ready for school, be late as usual, and do my work, and then. Possibly, take a small tiny little nap. If I'm lucky, or work on my lovely flash cards. Byebye, Blogger.

14.

Why hello beautiful. I guess today was my day off. and it was certainly a good day off. I got reassured i can stay at the job if i pick up the pace and learn how to do it fast when and if i want to.

I have Mondays and Tuesdays off. and in the future i'm going to ask if i can work Saturday mornings because i needz ta chill wiff my baby sister.<3
I'm finally over trying to please people, because all i need to do is please myself and i'll be happy. Besides College is comming up in a year, and I'm dead excited to get out of Special Ed and get REAL homework and REAL studies.

While my baby is in her Junior year in High school in Providence, I'm going to be a Freshman in College. It's all going to be fabulous, because I'll be a waitress and have A's in all my classes and have already been to Europe. YES, I'm going to the London and Paris trip. Adriana says she's going to go, but i'm not sure if she will, but if she doesn't, i don't care. I'm just excited to be there. AHH<3

Fernando went to my job the other day and I totally fucked up. i guess i got so nervous i spilled his drink and like blushed and all that shit. and he goes 'haha it's fine' ;__; how embarassing. really.

Well tomorrow I'm going to see Teena, and I'm stoked to just see her. it sure has been a while since i've seen her, and it's just been her and me.
Well I gotta do my french homework before I fall asleep. and study for that French test. Oh jah oh jah. <3

goodnight, Blogger.

13.

I have a job
i love it
i'm never free
except for the weekend
when i'm with my baby sisterr.

I love life.
don't fuck it up for me.
i'm almost out of high school
and thats it.

goodbye. until tomorrow.

12.

Nothing's been up.
Everythings been cool.
Cindi dyed her hair blonde.
so now i have my own blonde haired best friend.<3
who actually goes clubbing a ton. so not my style.

All I've been doing is, missing Adriana and Cindi, and searching for Colleges.
Such hard work, but i'm ready to leave this shit.
<3

Can't wait until it's all over.
I'm going to get ready for ONE TREE HILL
and set up my outfit for tomorrow.<3

11.

Fuck everyone.
Monikah Nava's the best.
Hate everyone else right now.
besides adriana of course.

but fuck everything and everyone.

I'm going to be late for school.
Fuck you.

9.

This past weekend was the greatest I've had in like the longest time. I was at Ceen-Dee's House the whole weekend helping her have fun at the garage sale. Making her smile. But unfortuneately, she did end up crying a little bit. Ugh, MEN.

I can care less about men, but i really want a guy in my life named Weslee. lol. ;___________;V i'm just too shy to call him and he lives all the way in Valencia. Six Flags status. ;_;

But anyway. I got a few things from her Garage Sale. I got a shirt that belonged to Teena the longest time ago. and their dad's Jacket that looked sooo comfortable. it doesn't look that great on me, but i think i can pull it off.

AND I GOT A COFFEEMAKER!!! Suck on that, Blonde BITCH! ;] and haha, uhhm.2 historical books and a few of Ceen-Dee's shirts.

It all pays off in the end because i look sleezy like a Beezy for school. I'm stokedededed.

But I had a sleepover with Mikal on Friday. and it was dead chill, but we ended up waking up early, because we wanted to go to the mall early, but that was pointless, because we ended up just walking to his place. and then we both went to Ceen-Dee's Garage sale.

And Sunday i went by just myself. and we had girl talk and girl fun. and a dead load of pictures.

I LOVE MY CEEN-DEE VICKORY<3<3<3>

8.

The reason I don't have time for this anymore, is because I don't make time for it anymore. I get busy going out, and or putting so much attention on the fact i hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot.

I broke up with Elliot like on Monday. And he already found a girl already. Wow, that took SUCH a long time to do. honestly. I feel like i mean nothing to no one. I decided to be with Lizzie tomorrow and I'm going to either max out my credit card or become super broke before i go on vacation.

I don't know why it pisses me off so much. I mean I didn't even super like the guy. I think the main reason I liked him so much is because he had a thing for me. And no one's had a thing for me in years. The bitches name is Beck. and she's super pretty. and thats the main thing that pisses me off the most.

What Elliot did was piss me off too much. oh and what made me truely break up with him was the fact that i got charged for all my incomming calls. And the bill was $400. and it was mainly his fault. so i expected a 'Shelly, I'll help you pay it off' Or something at least. But no, I got nothing. so I just yelled at him and shit. he didn't even GIVE a shit. but i think that was the last straw for me getting mad at him. and he ended it. Which I'm glad he did. but he laid his damn ass conceitedness on me. "90% of the girls out there wish they had a boyfriend like me" and the fucking "don't come crawling to me crying, begging me to take you back, cause i won't." EW like i'd ever go back to a nasty shit like yourself. ew.ew.ew.

So, Now that I'm single. I relie on my friends the most. and they're the ones who are always there for me through thick and thin. But I'm pretty sure I won't be single for too long. I hope. Just this Elliot shit has gotten to me lately, because he was the one who said 'You're the first girl I've ever had these extreme feelings for' so it's only been like 3 days and he finds another girl. LOL FUCKING FAGGOT. ugh.

So as I said before, I agreed to go hang out with Lizzie tomorrow in Burbank. Going to go eat some shit at Islands. and her friend Weslee is comming long with us. we're supposed to see Hamlet2. ohh how fun that will be, laughing with Lizzie, right after i get my sexy Sovay Novel by Celia Rees that just came out on the 19.

Last week i went with Adriana to this Baptism of Jehovahs things. it was 8 hours. i did it for her. she is a great friend. and i told her what elliot said about her. and she understood why i didn't like him, and understood there WAS a sense of dirtiness about him.

ADRIANA SUCCEEDS TO STILL BEING MY BEST FRIEND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. I would choose Adriana over Yvonne and the group ANYDAY. <3>

7.

I will totally update when something fascinating happens in my life.
Besides the fact I go out with LizzBizz, Adriana, and Caroline all the time.
Joined a Gym too.

And I have the hugest crush on Fernando Pando again. ;_;
And I can't wait till school starts.
If I don't get that job at Ernies or Taco Azteca, my life is over.

5.

So, lately I've been too busy to post in this thing. But it's all good I'm working on it now.

To catch up on whatever you missed, i'll just bullet point it.

[+]Last Night, was my Second Date with my Boyfriend. And i fell in love with him last night.
[+]I have about two weeks until he leaves for his vacation with his mom. ;_;
[+]One of my friends might be preggerz. ;_;
[+]On Thursday night I had a Sleepover with Mikal at my house and it was incredibly bomb
[+]Friday, I hung out with Carrie and we chilled on a rooftop, with Cigs and Jamba and Coffee♥
[+]For the weekend I just stayed home and didn't do anything
[+]This next Saturday, is my boyfriends' bands concert and I'm looking forward to seeing them play

Thats all for now.
I need new Nose Piercings. True Fact. School now. Seeya, Blogger.

4.

Well, I've bee quite busy these past few weeks. School ended, Summer School started. I got a boyfriend, and all my birfday plans are about to end soon.

Summer School's been a blast since I really don't have any classes I just have independent study with Adriana. For my birfday present Adriana got me a pair of Pink Pants, which look absolutely awesome, and I love them.

anyway, I'm almost done with Geoscience, and next I have two more classes to finish. :]

Birfday was great, my camera was being pretty sucky though. Me and Caroline were in like for 6 hours or 7 and then we got in. In the line we ate Denny's, smoked a ton, and we made several visits to CVS. We were the first ones in line, which meant we were in the very front row in the middle. and it was amazing. The first band and the last were the best. The Switches were first, the British band, which was incredible. The Virgins were next, they were good/okay. Loved them enough. Next was Be Your Own Pet. It was a good show but not an Indie performance. haha. And last was She Wants Revenge, hottest oldest singer i know even if he was black. Me and Caroline were so in love. Hahaha. We went to Coffeebean after and we were discussing everything even when my aunt took us to dinner at Conrads.<3

I also went to go hang out with Monikah before. We went to Universal Studios and prolly went to Jurassic Park River Adventure ride&The Mummy so many times. We smoked a bit and ahh, it was the best time we've had in a while. We got on the Mummy ride easily because she works there and it was easy. We also ended up going on the Tour ride, and we listened to music the whole time there because we figured what else could we do, since basically I know it by the back of my hand. We went to go eat at Tommy's which I found an obsession with. I can't stand the fact that I love it so much. Specially with Root Beer and Chili Cheese Fries. mmm.

Later we just relaxed, I got this bracelet that totally broke on me, but it was dead cute and I loved it.

By the way, I've called Universal Back but they've never got to call me back which is also frustrating as fuck. but we got a ride back and it was total fun. And we plan to do this sometime soon. Prolly by next week.

So I'm in awful pain at the moment, I had a surgery today to get my wisdom teeth taken out, and It hurts like a bitch and all i wanna do is talk to my Boyfriend, but he's at a concert i almost went to, and he 's with his band member, and best friend Sevan. I miss seeing him and hearing his voice.

When he's home I think I wanna call him since I'll be up all night.

:]

Well I'll post more pictures when I can, Safe Dreams all.

Goodnight Blogger.

3.

So, I got a camera today. and It's the pink one i've been wanting for the longest time. It was only 100 and it works perfectly well. Just pray to God, I don't lose it. Damn. I miss Carrie, and I miss Tina whom i've been talking to all day today basically.

Yesterday was Six Flags with Mother. It was a very hot day and not to meantion loaded with people. and the lines were hurrendous until night fall came.
Riddler's Revenge line was 2 hours
Batman was 1 and a half.
Scream and Collosus went by pretty fast. same with the water rides, because we did those at night.
And Viper was the last one at night.
It was a damn good day. and the car ride back, i fell asleep, and we got some mcDonalds. and ate it when we got to her place.
So we started watching Benchwarmers until i couldn't stay awake any longer. Mother let me sleep in her bed. and i only slept for 3 hours until she put the teevee on, and I woke up with the biggest headache and i was so hot. I got up and took some advil then slept right next to the A.C. haha.

woke up, ate CoCo's. Target to get camera, and then back to her place.
then she took me home at 4.
It was a good first sleepover.
I had fun and i believe she did too.
so my next goal before grad night, is, MEMORY CARD
lol

well I'm off to bed. School in the morning, goodnight.
btw. i'm happy to be friends with Tina again.

2.

Yesterday I spent my day with LizzBizz. We were in Burbank and it was all the fun we had planned out. Shit talking and just talking. I haven't hung with her in a year because of all the shit that Yvonne and the gang had been putting in my life.


We went to Islands and I ordered the usual Chips and Salsa and this Burger that we both got and we both felt sick. so we decided to go walking all the way to the Empire Center.


When we got there we decided to disscuss our old love lifes since we both went out with Diego the longest time ago. Turns out we came to the conclusion i hurt him so bad he used LizzBizz for Closure for me. How fucked up is that? ;_; And then she told me he has a girlfriend and that was when I finally realized I'd never be with him ever again. And I still can't believe i'm still hung up on him. He's dating some chick who's Blonde and Skinny and everything I'm not. Her name is Lindsey Barney. ugh.


So we just hung out until my aunt took her home and I went home and did absolutely nothing.


LizzBizz and I have so much history from Middle School. And then High School came and sh

e went to Hoover while I went to Glendale. And we stopped talking and well we hardly eve

r contacted each other until last year when she moved to Burbank and we stopped talking for a whole year. I miss her intensely, so I'm going to try and see her more often.


And since she is starting CSUN in August I'm going to start writing to her. So I can know what's up with her frequently and not just monthly.
Well, I'm off to read. Bye.

1.

Switched from Live Journal to Blogger I suppose. I found a friend of mine on here, so at least I won't be the only one using Live Journal. And I know not only Yvonne is using Blooger thank God.

So today, I went to Universal With Gabby, and she used all my energy and I ended up getting a headache, but it was a good day. We went on the new Simpsons ride and it was cute. But nothing can top off Back To The Future. Miss it but whatever. It was pretty cold today too, so we got Tommys and I baked a phone charm. It's cute, but freaky. Bunnies. :/

So, I've been up since 1.30 and I think I should go to bed soon, but I'm not tired at the moment, so i'll keep on reading and cleaning my room until i knock out.

I'm planning on getting a camera super soon, so I won't only have all these old photos. Pretty pathetic. But whatever. Since my birthday's comming up I'm hoping i'll be able to get a Camera by next month. And my birthday plans are going to be celebrated the whole month. I got a Dodger game with my Uncle Julian on June 25. She Wants Revenge concert on June 21 [My Birfday]. Sleepover at Mothers on June 6. Hang out with Monica June 20. And I think six flags with Gabby sometime soon. Exciting Birthday Month. At least no more Carousel.

Goodnight, New Blogger.