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The reason I don't have time for this anymore, is because I don't make time for it anymore. I get busy going out, and or putting so much attention on the fact i hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot.

I broke up with Elliot like on Monday. And he already found a girl already. Wow, that took SUCH a long time to do. honestly. I feel like i mean nothing to no one. I decided to be with Lizzie tomorrow and I'm going to either max out my credit card or become super broke before i go on vacation.

I don't know why it pisses me off so much. I mean I didn't even super like the guy. I think the main reason I liked him so much is because he had a thing for me. And no one's had a thing for me in years. The bitches name is Beck. and she's super pretty. and thats the main thing that pisses me off the most.

What Elliot did was piss me off too much. oh and what made me truely break up with him was the fact that i got charged for all my incomming calls. And the bill was $400. and it was mainly his fault. so i expected a 'Shelly, I'll help you pay it off' Or something at least. But no, I got nothing. so I just yelled at him and shit. he didn't even GIVE a shit. but i think that was the last straw for me getting mad at him. and he ended it. Which I'm glad he did. but he laid his damn ass conceitedness on me. "90% of the girls out there wish they had a boyfriend like me" and the fucking "don't come crawling to me crying, begging me to take you back, cause i won't." EW like i'd ever go back to a nasty shit like yourself. ew.ew.ew.

So, Now that I'm single. I relie on my friends the most. and they're the ones who are always there for me through thick and thin. But I'm pretty sure I won't be single for too long. I hope. Just this Elliot shit has gotten to me lately, because he was the one who said 'You're the first girl I've ever had these extreme feelings for' so it's only been like 3 days and he finds another girl. LOL FUCKING FAGGOT. ugh.

So as I said before, I agreed to go hang out with Lizzie tomorrow in Burbank. Going to go eat some shit at Islands. and her friend Weslee is comming long with us. we're supposed to see Hamlet2. ohh how fun that will be, laughing with Lizzie, right after i get my sexy Sovay Novel by Celia Rees that just came out on the 19.

Last week i went with Adriana to this Baptism of Jehovahs things. it was 8 hours. i did it for her. she is a great friend. and i told her what elliot said about her. and she understood why i didn't like him, and understood there WAS a sense of dirtiness about him.

ADRIANA SUCCEEDS TO STILL BEING MY BEST FRIEND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. I would choose Adriana over Yvonne and the group ANYDAY. <3>