37.

So, after school today, I'm going to go to Glendale Community College and Apply for the Fall semester and also register a date to take my assessment tests. I'm really excited for all of this to be starting. Tomorrow i'm going to take the bus to Gabby's house and it's going to be brill.

I saw Cynthia yesterday and I reallyreally missed her. We were really hungry so we went to Olive Garden, our favorite restaurant together <3 As usual we couldn't finish our food but it filled us up. We decided by then we wanted a jamba/coffeebean. So, we got our drinks and then went on the bus to the train station and waited for her train.

What was funny about the train station was that i got 5 dollars worth of food at the train station vending machine and it wouldn't take a 5 dollar bill so it went 1 dollar at a time which was irritating. but it was all fun. and we waited in the cold for her bus and everything.

I'm always busy doing something and i'm hardly ever online to be able to post this shit every morning or night, but i'm trying. Anyway, school's awaiting see you laterrr.

Good Morning, Blogger.

36.

So, it's 3.32 and i can't sleep and i have a few test tomorrow. I can't believe myself. Last night i really outdid myself.

So it was going to go down as a regular hang out with Carrie. Get coffee go to whole foods to look around and go back to her place till i get picked up right ? WRONG.
We fucking go to coffeebean and we see our friend Walter there. and he gives us free coffee and we're like omg, that's nice of him. Anyway, he asks us if we want to chill with him for a bit, and we're like yeah of course why not ?

So now were sitting outside of Whole Foods talking and drinking our coffee and he asks us if we can hang out after 7. which was the time i was supposed to be leaving. So I lie to my aunt about whatever it is we were going to do. she said okay, and i hate lying to her. Anyway, we smoke a few ciggs before he gets out of work around the block. and we come back and next thing you know were at a liquor store getting brandy and yugomister or whatever. And then we ended up at his place and we're like wtf is this shit. so we start drinking, and i'm handling my buzz pretty well.

we're all laying on the bed kicking it. Until they start doing lemons and shit. and I want more brandy so i start drinking that shit down with whatever soda we had left. And then from then on, i didn't know how much alcohol i had drank. and I was fucking gone. I couldn't walk straight and i couldn't even stand straight. i was falling down all over the place. They were making out on the bed and i was dying on the floor. so I ran to the bathroom fell on the floor and puked. I came out and there he was giving me a hug and asking if i was okay. then she came and hugged me and i started to cry because i felt so loved.

Anyway, they made me lie down on the bed on my side and gave me water and were making me some coffee while i was there dying on the fucking bed. I remember just trying to get myself together. and after a while i did. and from then on i was alright. but shit.

I've never been that drunk before and not in front of people.
it was a good Monday night.
I loved it.

and now today is hoover meeting thing i guess. but i'm fucking hungry and sleepy and have a headache or a hangover idfk.
anyway, Goodnight Blogger.

35.

So I ended up not doing anything that I said I was going to do. I'll prolly end up doing it tomorrow if i look and feel up to it. I'm so sick, I stayed home and did nothing. Watched continuous movies on free on demand. Until my aunt came back and then we watched A Haunting which made my day a bit better.

Then she left again and i went on the computer and did nothing again.

But texting with Mary and imagining how our life as rooming together just makes everying just 1o times faber then they seem to be actually.

anyway, I have to do the French Homework for tomorrow if I'm able to before I fall asleep from feeling like shit. bleaugh.
Goodnight, Blogger.

34.

Well Hello there. I haven't been having enough time to be here. I haven't really been online for about two days. I've decided to continue with Senior Dread in different parts of the story. I'm a bit tired of being in this French class. I got one D i'm not too proud of. English class is a huge bore. Biology is really simple and a bore too. P.E. is killing me but at least I made a couple of friends there. and T.A. is great because i get to talk to and work with my favorite teacher in the school.

I'm real happy for the way things are going in school and outside of school. Esme is finally back from Winter Session at GCC, and she's going to help me register online and set a date for the placement test tomorrow. And she's going to make me ask Kairos to Prom. and i'm real hesitant but i'll eventually do it.

Carrie met my family on Sunday at my Auntie and Uncle's 25th Anniversary. I got some cries but danced with pride next to my family and my best friend. and ate some fab cake, but ate too much of their nasty healthy choice food that tasted awful but good and filling. Enjoyable enough. The weekend was a bore, but it was fun to finally just spend time to myself.

Friday was a crazy adventure with Mary. we ended up not doing everything that we planned out to do. but it ended up being the best time we have had in a while. I love that chick so bad.
Anyway, Wish me luck with Kai, and if i end up going to prom with Kai, I won't have to worry about a stinking party bus since i'll be going with his friends. i just hope i'm able to go with him. if not oh well.

Prom '09 ahh fuck.

Goodnight, Blogger.

33.

Alright, so this weekend was chill up the ass. The only time i went out was on Friday after school and when i was with my mom on Saturday. During school Friday was hell because it was pouring like a bitch, and i was going to sleep over Madre's place so i had to carry both bags to school. and both of them got soaked. sucked.

But after school, at least it gave us a break and chilled. Mary and I decided to go get some Ice Blended drinks and chill at the mall for the remainder of time. She got some lights, and i got the lighter, and we smoked until time was up. I showed her the songs I had of Nude and she fell in love like i knew she would. :]

I got to my mothers and we ate some dinner and then we decided to go out for a walk to Ralphs in the pouring rain when I almost broke my umbrella. but it's all cool, walking in the rain is nice sometimes. so we got to Ralphs and got a couple of stuff. for example, ice cream and cream cheese for bagels at home and chocolate for the movie. It all was good when we got home we ate some ice cream with some 20.20 and the news, and then i passed out on her bed like I usually do.

When it came down to Saturday morning, I made a bagel because I was starving and i couldn't not eat any longer. After I ate we had our cups of coffee while watching the Today show, and then finally she woke up and I decided to dye my hair blonde ish. I thought it wouldn't work so i was getting ready for that, but when it did, shit. My hair turned out dirty blonde ish which scared me because i didn't know how it was going to turn out in the end, but it was all okay after i blow dried it. We went to go see Milk and that movie turned out to be amazingly, Fab. I left Bobbie in the theatre and i flipped out when we got to Souplantation.

When i ran back and found Bobbie i was crying so hard on my way back. :/ It was such a badbad wake up call for me. We had to rush to Target to get our stuff and then rush back home to grab the rest of my stuff, so i can take a bus back to glendale. There was a few lightning streaks in Glendale thank god I didn't see cause i would of freaked out. got home and it stopped raining.

Sunday was the Europe trips first meeting. Adriana took Byron and her mom and Aunt. we learned what we needed to bring, and take to the trip, and rooming assignments which we're still stuck on. But i think it'll turn out okay but in the meantime i'm going to have my own little frantic panic attack.

Anyway, I have to get ready for school now, Rain's gone for today, but they said another storm's washing up shore again soon. :/

Good Morning, Blogger.

32.

Don't date faggots that you give your all to who end up walking away.
Wait until something amazing walks your way.
and don't let go. ever.

31.

So here I am, in second semester my last semester in high school, and yet i'm being put into a lame P.E. class switching my T.A. period for Mr. H. to 6th. and then having to stay after school to help Ms. K for an hour. grr.

So now i have to go out and buy a locker and a lock and bring some spray and everything. And yet, it still pisses me off, that i'm stuck with a class full of sophomores having to interact with them every single day.

Cynthia called me from Hawaii. and she's having the time of her life, while i'm stuck at school with a class full of Sophomores that are totally dead annoying armos practically. I'm better off just going to college like seriously, this mothafucking shit is gay.
I don't know what else to say except I GOT AN 85 ON MY FRENCH FINAL hell yeah ! and also my grades are as the following :

English 10 : C
Biology : A
French 1 : B
Typing : B
T.A. : A
Resource Lab : A

HELL YEAH. The best report I've had since Holy. I'm so proud of myself, you have no idea, and i'm going to keep it up by doing amazing this next semster, I just hope i get to pass this dumb P.E. class. I'm telling you graduation i'm going to be exhausted. I'm going to be going to grad night which is the night before graduation, and i'm going to fall off on the stage and sleep.

Anyway, today after school I'm hanging out with Mary for a short amount of time, but it's enough to just chill :]
Well good Morning Blogger.