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So, it's 3.32 and i can't sleep and i have a few test tomorrow. I can't believe myself. Last night i really outdid myself.

So it was going to go down as a regular hang out with Carrie. Get coffee go to whole foods to look around and go back to her place till i get picked up right ? WRONG.
We fucking go to coffeebean and we see our friend Walter there. and he gives us free coffee and we're like omg, that's nice of him. Anyway, he asks us if we want to chill with him for a bit, and we're like yeah of course why not ?

So now were sitting outside of Whole Foods talking and drinking our coffee and he asks us if we can hang out after 7. which was the time i was supposed to be leaving. So I lie to my aunt about whatever it is we were going to do. she said okay, and i hate lying to her. Anyway, we smoke a few ciggs before he gets out of work around the block. and we come back and next thing you know were at a liquor store getting brandy and yugomister or whatever. And then we ended up at his place and we're like wtf is this shit. so we start drinking, and i'm handling my buzz pretty well.

we're all laying on the bed kicking it. Until they start doing lemons and shit. and I want more brandy so i start drinking that shit down with whatever soda we had left. And then from then on, i didn't know how much alcohol i had drank. and I was fucking gone. I couldn't walk straight and i couldn't even stand straight. i was falling down all over the place. They were making out on the bed and i was dying on the floor. so I ran to the bathroom fell on the floor and puked. I came out and there he was giving me a hug and asking if i was okay. then she came and hugged me and i started to cry because i felt so loved.

Anyway, they made me lie down on the bed on my side and gave me water and were making me some coffee while i was there dying on the fucking bed. I remember just trying to get myself together. and after a while i did. and from then on i was alright. but shit.

I've never been that drunk before and not in front of people.
it was a good Monday night.
I loved it.

and now today is hoover meeting thing i guess. but i'm fucking hungry and sleepy and have a headache or a hangover idfk.
anyway, Goodnight Blogger.