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I'm finally sober enough to type out a post . I got the most drunk i've ever gotten tonight . It was definitely fun . First time at a bar had about 5 or 6 shots , boyfriend ignored me for the rest of the night , but i guess i deserved it. Had to drive home , but i was lucky i was able to drive somewhat . never drove under the influence , and it was for sure the hardest thing anyone can do . But I made it home in one piece . Had to have one last shot though , so i took out my jager , and poured me my last shot .

I agreed to go because Ashley , whom I've grown a bit close to these past couple of days , invited me with her friends to come and have a drink at the bar . I was expecting you know just a beer , then i get bought all these shots. ha . was lovely . Got hit on by a couple of dudes , but it's all good , I showed Ashley a good time that i was having .

Might even move in together with Ashley when I decide to move out . I would love it if i was able to move in with a roommate rather than move out alone . and she would also invite a friend of hers so it would be 3 of us living together . Pretty psyched about it . It would definitely be saving me some money. But till then it means I'd have to live here till about march or april .

I finally decided what I could do if i decide to do nursing . Instead of working in a hospital which was my original thought , i was beginning to go with working as a caretaker in a retirement home , or hospice care . Just a thought . It would be like tending to a sick marie i never got the chance to do . I'll see if it would be a good idea , and work on it , in the following fall. But for now , start to pick up my gpa .

Missing hanna a lot though . Now that I get to talk to my boyfriend everyday , i wish she would appear from her disappearance . It's almost going to be a week since she's gone . I'm sure she's okay . or i hope she is .

should try to sleep soon. Nightiez .