14.

Why hello beautiful. I guess today was my day off. and it was certainly a good day off. I got reassured i can stay at the job if i pick up the pace and learn how to do it fast when and if i want to.

I have Mondays and Tuesdays off. and in the future i'm going to ask if i can work Saturday mornings because i needz ta chill wiff my baby sister.<3
I'm finally over trying to please people, because all i need to do is please myself and i'll be happy. Besides College is comming up in a year, and I'm dead excited to get out of Special Ed and get REAL homework and REAL studies.

While my baby is in her Junior year in High school in Providence, I'm going to be a Freshman in College. It's all going to be fabulous, because I'll be a waitress and have A's in all my classes and have already been to Europe. YES, I'm going to the London and Paris trip. Adriana says she's going to go, but i'm not sure if she will, but if she doesn't, i don't care. I'm just excited to be there. AHH<3

Fernando went to my job the other day and I totally fucked up. i guess i got so nervous i spilled his drink and like blushed and all that shit. and he goes 'haha it's fine' ;__; how embarassing. really.

Well tomorrow I'm going to see Teena, and I'm stoked to just see her. it sure has been a while since i've seen her, and it's just been her and me.
Well I gotta do my french homework before I fall asleep. and study for that French test. Oh jah oh jah. <3

goodnight, Blogger.

13.

I have a job
i love it
i'm never free
except for the weekend
when i'm with my baby sisterr.

I love life.
don't fuck it up for me.
i'm almost out of high school
and thats it.

goodbye. until tomorrow.

12.

Nothing's been up.
Everythings been cool.
Cindi dyed her hair blonde.
so now i have my own blonde haired best friend.<3
who actually goes clubbing a ton. so not my style.

All I've been doing is, missing Adriana and Cindi, and searching for Colleges.
Such hard work, but i'm ready to leave this shit.
<3

Can't wait until it's all over.
I'm going to get ready for ONE TREE HILL
and set up my outfit for tomorrow.<3

11.

Fuck everyone.
Monikah Nava's the best.
Hate everyone else right now.
besides adriana of course.

but fuck everything and everyone.

I'm going to be late for school.
Fuck you.

9.

This past weekend was the greatest I've had in like the longest time. I was at Ceen-Dee's House the whole weekend helping her have fun at the garage sale. Making her smile. But unfortuneately, she did end up crying a little bit. Ugh, MEN.

I can care less about men, but i really want a guy in my life named Weslee. lol. ;___________;V i'm just too shy to call him and he lives all the way in Valencia. Six Flags status. ;_;

But anyway. I got a few things from her Garage Sale. I got a shirt that belonged to Teena the longest time ago. and their dad's Jacket that looked sooo comfortable. it doesn't look that great on me, but i think i can pull it off.

AND I GOT A COFFEEMAKER!!! Suck on that, Blonde BITCH! ;] and haha, uhhm.2 historical books and a few of Ceen-Dee's shirts.

It all pays off in the end because i look sleezy like a Beezy for school. I'm stokedededed.

But I had a sleepover with Mikal on Friday. and it was dead chill, but we ended up waking up early, because we wanted to go to the mall early, but that was pointless, because we ended up just walking to his place. and then we both went to Ceen-Dee's Garage sale.

And Sunday i went by just myself. and we had girl talk and girl fun. and a dead load of pictures.

I LOVE MY CEEN-DEE VICKORY<3<3<3>

8.

The reason I don't have time for this anymore, is because I don't make time for it anymore. I get busy going out, and or putting so much attention on the fact i hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot. I hate Elliot.

I broke up with Elliot like on Monday. And he already found a girl already. Wow, that took SUCH a long time to do. honestly. I feel like i mean nothing to no one. I decided to be with Lizzie tomorrow and I'm going to either max out my credit card or become super broke before i go on vacation.

I don't know why it pisses me off so much. I mean I didn't even super like the guy. I think the main reason I liked him so much is because he had a thing for me. And no one's had a thing for me in years. The bitches name is Beck. and she's super pretty. and thats the main thing that pisses me off the most.

What Elliot did was piss me off too much. oh and what made me truely break up with him was the fact that i got charged for all my incomming calls. And the bill was $400. and it was mainly his fault. so i expected a 'Shelly, I'll help you pay it off' Or something at least. But no, I got nothing. so I just yelled at him and shit. he didn't even GIVE a shit. but i think that was the last straw for me getting mad at him. and he ended it. Which I'm glad he did. but he laid his damn ass conceitedness on me. "90% of the girls out there wish they had a boyfriend like me" and the fucking "don't come crawling to me crying, begging me to take you back, cause i won't." EW like i'd ever go back to a nasty shit like yourself. ew.ew.ew.

So, Now that I'm single. I relie on my friends the most. and they're the ones who are always there for me through thick and thin. But I'm pretty sure I won't be single for too long. I hope. Just this Elliot shit has gotten to me lately, because he was the one who said 'You're the first girl I've ever had these extreme feelings for' so it's only been like 3 days and he finds another girl. LOL FUCKING FAGGOT. ugh.

So as I said before, I agreed to go hang out with Lizzie tomorrow in Burbank. Going to go eat some shit at Islands. and her friend Weslee is comming long with us. we're supposed to see Hamlet2. ohh how fun that will be, laughing with Lizzie, right after i get my sexy Sovay Novel by Celia Rees that just came out on the 19.

Last week i went with Adriana to this Baptism of Jehovahs things. it was 8 hours. i did it for her. she is a great friend. and i told her what elliot said about her. and she understood why i didn't like him, and understood there WAS a sense of dirtiness about him.

ADRIANA SUCCEEDS TO STILL BEING MY BEST FRIEND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. I would choose Adriana over Yvonne and the group ANYDAY. <3>

7.

I will totally update when something fascinating happens in my life.
Besides the fact I go out with LizzBizz, Adriana, and Caroline all the time.
Joined a Gym too.

And I have the hugest crush on Fernando Pando again. ;_;
And I can't wait till school starts.
If I don't get that job at Ernies or Taco Azteca, my life is over.