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TEN things you did this year
01 dump my controlling best friend
02 get my first boyfriend since 3 years ago
03 not get an F this year
04 got a new camera
05 went to Grad Night even though I didn't graduate
06 gotten the fattest i've ever gotten
07 figured out what I wanted to be in life.
08 Read a ton of books, i never imagined i'd ever finish
09 gotten addicted to showers in the morning
10 fall in love with History

NINE favorite bands of the year
01 the
02 only
03 songs
04 i
05 listen
06to
07 are
08 classical
09 &opera

EIGHT places you ate at this year
01 iHop
02 Rocky Cola
03 Red Robins
04 Islands
05 CoaCoa's
06 Taco Azteca
07 Souplatation
08 Busy Bee's

SEVEN things that annoyed you this year
01 controlling bitches
02 getting F's
03
04
05
06
07

SIX things you bought this summer
01
02
03
04
05
06

FIVE things you accomplished this summer
01
02
03
04
05

FOUR movies you saw this summer
01
02
03
04

THREE things you wish you did
01
02
03

TWO rules you Broke
01
02

ONE thing you LOVED about this summer
01

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So, tomorrow's the day when Cynthia going to Texas with her bby in her stomach. and she leaves me here all alone so i can graduate with no best friend but alone. :/ idk if i can do this. it's going to be so hard to endure all of this loneliness.

But i'm going to try to stay with her for her last 2 weeks of her pregnancy.
:]

Well whatever's new with me is, just losing a best friend. Having constant back and stomach pain. and not to mention aching boobs. UNENDURABLE.

I have still some french homework to do before I knock out in bed. because I'm dead exhausted.
and I am ready to fall asleep like a bby.

I'm going to read some Sovay tomorrow in Resource if i'm not caught, and I'm going to be happy with it.
goodnight, Blogger.
and enjoy the new layout, because i miss my old deer. :[

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So, I'm at Cindi's house at the moment, on my computer. Waiting for Sunrise to spring up, and right after I'm gone. :]
just wanted everyone to know I'm alive, and not dead, knowing I haven't responded in a while. I'm so tired, of men also.

reason I don't date, because all men are assholes. lol idgas if you think you're not. All men in some way are all assholes.

Beastie's Sleeping away, while I'm awake on the computer. GHEY.

Well i'm just about ready to collapse, night.

19.

So, here I am again. Late for school once more. Late meaning skipping first period. I don't know it just seems pointless to go to it. When i make up all the other stuff up anyway. I also haven't went to French class in so long now also. I go to class, i just pick up the test and go to Ms. Kelloggs and do it, and all the classwork we do in French, I come after school to see what we did. and do it then.

I guess I'm just so sick of these routines that I just want them to all be over with. I want to start College and have my own responsibilities and not having to count on someone all the time to do things for me. or have things done for me.

I start work again pretty soon.

and just everythings falling hard on me again, and I can't even stand it.

18.

Ahh, shit.
I forgot to turn in Mr. Higginbothams T.A. Pass.

SIFUHAWOERHi
i'm going to be soo late.

16.

God, school is taking over my life. I have nothing that's mine anymore except for my friends. When my best friend and I hang out, it's prolly the only thing I ever do. Other than that, GymGymGym&&Tutoring all the time. and it's going to go on like this for about 6 to 7 more years. Ridiculous. As long as I get my degree in Teaching, to be a U.S. History teacher. &doing what I love then I'm fine.

The story I have been writing, Senior Dread, has taken a new toll on me. I thought of a new way to end it, and I need to fix the whole story, and it seems like it'll be better than what I had originally planned. And I guess thats what I do when I come home everyday.
I have to get ready for English Class, Reading Hatchet, Do-Nows, SRA's, and wait for class to be over. and Finish that stupid French Test I couldn't figure out yesterday.

New chapter in French...Ew. Means Quiz tomorrow.

Goodbye, Blogger.