16.

God, school is taking over my life. I have nothing that's mine anymore except for my friends. When my best friend and I hang out, it's prolly the only thing I ever do. Other than that, GymGymGym&&Tutoring all the time. and it's going to go on like this for about 6 to 7 more years. Ridiculous. As long as I get my degree in Teaching, to be a U.S. History teacher. &doing what I love then I'm fine.

The story I have been writing, Senior Dread, has taken a new toll on me. I thought of a new way to end it, and I need to fix the whole story, and it seems like it'll be better than what I had originally planned. And I guess thats what I do when I come home everyday.
I have to get ready for English Class, Reading Hatchet, Do-Nows, SRA's, and wait for class to be over. and Finish that stupid French Test I couldn't figure out yesterday.

New chapter in French...Ew. Means Quiz tomorrow.

Goodbye, Blogger.

15.

Well I haven't been doing anything out of the ordinary. Last year in High school is pretty much like last year, except I have a non-special ed class. Instead of it being Geoscience, it's French. Frenchfrenchfrench. I can't get away. Every night, if I don't write down my homework I have to go to the website and check. And sometimes she makes mistakes on putting what page or what date it's due. I just can't wait till I go to Europe and this class will be half over. more than half I hope.

I'm getting distant with Adrie, but it's just cause I'm not wanting any friends. I suck at keeping them, because I always want alone time. and when I always get alone time I end up feeling miserable and alone and I hate the feeling of being alone. So I don't know, it's complicated.

I'm going to get ready for school, be late as usual, and do my work, and then. Possibly, take a small tiny little nap. If I'm lucky, or work on my lovely flash cards. Byebye, Blogger.

14.

Why hello beautiful. I guess today was my day off. and it was certainly a good day off. I got reassured i can stay at the job if i pick up the pace and learn how to do it fast when and if i want to.

I have Mondays and Tuesdays off. and in the future i'm going to ask if i can work Saturday mornings because i needz ta chill wiff my baby sister.<3
I'm finally over trying to please people, because all i need to do is please myself and i'll be happy. Besides College is comming up in a year, and I'm dead excited to get out of Special Ed and get REAL homework and REAL studies.

While my baby is in her Junior year in High school in Providence, I'm going to be a Freshman in College. It's all going to be fabulous, because I'll be a waitress and have A's in all my classes and have already been to Europe. YES, I'm going to the London and Paris trip. Adriana says she's going to go, but i'm not sure if she will, but if she doesn't, i don't care. I'm just excited to be there. AHH<3

Fernando went to my job the other day and I totally fucked up. i guess i got so nervous i spilled his drink and like blushed and all that shit. and he goes 'haha it's fine' ;__; how embarassing. really.

Well tomorrow I'm going to see Teena, and I'm stoked to just see her. it sure has been a while since i've seen her, and it's just been her and me.
Well I gotta do my french homework before I fall asleep. and study for that French test. Oh jah oh jah. <3

goodnight, Blogger.

13.

I have a job
i love it
i'm never free
except for the weekend
when i'm with my baby sisterr.

I love life.
don't fuck it up for me.
i'm almost out of high school
and thats it.

goodbye. until tomorrow.

12.

Nothing's been up.
Everythings been cool.
Cindi dyed her hair blonde.
so now i have my own blonde haired best friend.<3
who actually goes clubbing a ton. so not my style.

All I've been doing is, missing Adriana and Cindi, and searching for Colleges.
Such hard work, but i'm ready to leave this shit.
<3

Can't wait until it's all over.
I'm going to get ready for ONE TREE HILL
and set up my outfit for tomorrow.<3

11.

Fuck everyone.
Monikah Nava's the best.
Hate everyone else right now.
besides adriana of course.

but fuck everything and everyone.

I'm going to be late for school.
Fuck you.

9.

This past weekend was the greatest I've had in like the longest time. I was at Ceen-Dee's House the whole weekend helping her have fun at the garage sale. Making her smile. But unfortuneately, she did end up crying a little bit. Ugh, MEN.

I can care less about men, but i really want a guy in my life named Weslee. lol. ;___________;V i'm just too shy to call him and he lives all the way in Valencia. Six Flags status. ;_;

But anyway. I got a few things from her Garage Sale. I got a shirt that belonged to Teena the longest time ago. and their dad's Jacket that looked sooo comfortable. it doesn't look that great on me, but i think i can pull it off.

AND I GOT A COFFEEMAKER!!! Suck on that, Blonde BITCH! ;] and haha, uhhm.2 historical books and a few of Ceen-Dee's shirts.

It all pays off in the end because i look sleezy like a Beezy for school. I'm stokedededed.

But I had a sleepover with Mikal on Friday. and it was dead chill, but we ended up waking up early, because we wanted to go to the mall early, but that was pointless, because we ended up just walking to his place. and then we both went to Ceen-Dee's Garage sale.

And Sunday i went by just myself. and we had girl talk and girl fun. and a dead load of pictures.

I LOVE MY CEEN-DEE VICKORY<3<3<3>